I screamed and I cried,
But u can't see 'em tears,
Nor can u hear 'em voices ,
because u're oblivious,
to what's in my heart.
If this is love,
Why is everything so hard?
If this is love,
Why does it hurt so much?
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
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Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Note-to-self
It suddenly came to my realization that I've been wayyy too strict when it comes about friendship and relationship. I made up rules and created imaginary boundaries between myself and the rest of the world. I was living in a bubble. Let's put it that way.
I used to only care for those I wish to care. I never reached out to people for anything. I used to think, I would be fine being the ignorant me. hmmph.
I was wrong. I was utterly wrong! and I would like to change that. and hopefully this is not too late.
K.thx.bye.
I used to only care for those I wish to care. I never reached out to people for anything. I used to think, I would be fine being the ignorant me. hmmph.
I was wrong. I was utterly wrong! and I would like to change that. and hopefully this is not too late.
K.thx.bye.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Tentang Kamu
You... Yes. This is about YOU!
I came home today and saw your note. and I can't help but kept smiling. ;)You know.. that silly images keep playing in my head like IMAX 3D.
You are always bubbly. So we fast became friends. Since then.. there were thousands of things that we do together. Planing our little escapada from crappy program in Intec to chasing fireworks and enjoying Mawi up close.. stalking cute guys (well, I just played along here. I have a bf. lol), making silly videos at our little room we called dorm to taking useless pictures of just about anything that happens to be funny to us. Hmm.. those were our fun times aite?
Well, of course there were times I felt like smacking you down or just choke you up. You know. Just like The Rock and Brock Lesnar in WWF (or was it called WWE now?). Esp when it comes to about cleaning up after cooking. Yeah.. that sometimes hit me a bit but what's that compared to the wonderful things you've done for me aite? I guess I could've just cook for myself but I don't want that u know. I can't. because the truth of the matter is.. I like having home-cooked meals with you. It's like having meals with a family.
Yeah. You are definitely more than just a friend. good friend? I don't know. maybe even better. you are my perfect little punching back, my gym buddy, my masseuse, my shoulder to cry on. You are almost always the first person that I whine to just about anything. You know almost everything about me. You are my best friend?
We were just teenagers when we first met and now we are grown up women. Talking about marriage and kids. haha. Talking about dirty little secrets? lol. In a few months time, we are going to graduate and God knows how our paths going to be like. I just hope by then.. we are still as close as we can be so I can be the Godmother of your children. (yes. I said children. Coz I know you're gonna marry a handsome guy so you're going to want to make babies with him.)
I know I haven't been the best kinda friend that I should have been. So I would like to apologize for the things that I've done that have hurt you. I'm sorry. ;( Also.. let's do more fun stuff together. you have only about 2 months to come peeking in my room and plan your diving on my bed. or messing around with my hair and take pictures of your creativity deeds. Just don't mess with my face now cause I have bad enough breakouts as it is. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
AMICHU tooo!!!!
ps: Yeah. ini macam love letter but eleh.. you pon penah tulis love letter to me. ahahahaa.... LOLOLOLOLOLOL
I came home today and saw your note. and I can't help but kept smiling. ;)You know.. that silly images keep playing in my head like IMAX 3D.
You are always bubbly. So we fast became friends. Since then.. there were thousands of things that we do together. Planing our little escapada from crappy program in Intec to chasing fireworks and enjoying Mawi up close.. stalking cute guys (well, I just played along here. I have a bf. lol), making silly videos at our little room we called dorm to taking useless pictures of just about anything that happens to be funny to us. Hmm.. those were our fun times aite?
Well, of course there were times I felt like smacking you down or just choke you up. You know. Just like The Rock and Brock Lesnar in WWF (or was it called WWE now?). Esp when it comes to about cleaning up after cooking. Yeah.. that sometimes hit me a bit but what's that compared to the wonderful things you've done for me aite? I guess I could've just cook for myself but I don't want that u know. I can't. because the truth of the matter is.. I like having home-cooked meals with you. It's like having meals with a family.
Yeah. You are definitely more than just a friend. good friend? I don't know. maybe even better. you are my perfect little punching back, my gym buddy, my masseuse, my shoulder to cry on. You are almost always the first person that I whine to just about anything. You know almost everything about me. You are my best friend?
We were just teenagers when we first met and now we are grown up women. Talking about marriage and kids. haha. Talking about dirty little secrets? lol. In a few months time, we are going to graduate and God knows how our paths going to be like. I just hope by then.. we are still as close as we can be so I can be the Godmother of your children. (yes. I said children. Coz I know you're gonna marry a handsome guy so you're going to want to make babies with him.)
I know I haven't been the best kinda friend that I should have been. So I would like to apologize for the things that I've done that have hurt you. I'm sorry. ;( Also.. let's do more fun stuff together. you have only about 2 months to come peeking in my room and plan your diving on my bed. or messing around with my hair and take pictures of your creativity deeds. Just don't mess with my face now cause I have bad enough breakouts as it is. arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
AMICHU tooo!!!!
ps: Yeah. ini macam love letter but eleh.. you pon penah tulis love letter to me. ahahahaa.... LOLOLOLOLOLOL
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Fikir-fikir
Hari ini aku rasa macam nak tulis dalam Bahasa Malaysia. Maksud aku, aku akan cuba lah. Mungkin akan kekok sedikit. Tapi aku akan cuba.
Semenjak dua menjak ni banyak betul aku fikir. fikir itu. fikir ini. fikir-fikir macam aku presiden negara. eh, entah-entah memang benar aku akan jadi presiden negara? kau orang mana tau. masa depan aku. kau tau kah? aku sendiri pun tak tau. hehe.
Dalam banyak-banyak benda aku fikir, yang satu ini tak lepas-lepas dari ingatan. Manusia. Manusia ni banyak jenisnya. Tapi yang aku fikir kan ni tentang yang banyak muka. dan jugak yang tak ada muka. ha. sudah. macam mana ada manusia tak ada muka? mesti kau hairan kan? Sekejap banyak muka, sekejap tak ada muka. gila kah orang yang tulis laman blog ni? Mungkin juga. orang gila tak mengaku gila. kalau aku tak mengaku aku gila, itu maknanya aku gila kah? ntah. kau orang fikir lah. aku dah banyak fikirkan benda lain. yang ini aku kasi can kau orang fikir. ok?
Semenjak dua menjak ni banyak betul aku fikir. fikir itu. fikir ini. fikir-fikir macam aku presiden negara. eh, entah-entah memang benar aku akan jadi presiden negara? kau orang mana tau. masa depan aku. kau tau kah? aku sendiri pun tak tau. hehe.
Dalam banyak-banyak benda aku fikir, yang satu ini tak lepas-lepas dari ingatan. Manusia. Manusia ni banyak jenisnya. Tapi yang aku fikir kan ni tentang yang banyak muka. dan jugak yang tak ada muka. ha. sudah. macam mana ada manusia tak ada muka? mesti kau hairan kan? Sekejap banyak muka, sekejap tak ada muka. gila kah orang yang tulis laman blog ni? Mungkin juga. orang gila tak mengaku gila. kalau aku tak mengaku aku gila, itu maknanya aku gila kah? ntah. kau orang fikir lah. aku dah banyak fikirkan benda lain. yang ini aku kasi can kau orang fikir. ok?
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